I'm judging you.

.......Okay, no one breathe.

It seems, for some reason, that my super high-security uptight pharma company I work for 4 out of 5 days a week that blocks anything and everything to do with webmail (like gmail) and instant messaging...has suddenly decided to stop blocking those things.

Or at least has stopped blocking gmail, because umm I'm here at work and there's my gmail account working just fine and dandy and whaaaaaat is this I don't even.

I'm afraid to use it almost, wary that it'll go away XD;;;

HOW LONG WILL THIS LAST? IDK BUT I'M HAPPY.

In other news, yesterday was Tokyo senshuuraku for Western Mode and now that post-playgoing depression is starting to hit, even though I'm going to see it again in 2 weeks in Nagoya. You'd think after five shows I'd be bored of it, BUT I'M NOT. I never could get bored of seeing a *pnish* show live ;~; that's the awesome thing about their shows, geez.

I suppose the only sensible thing to do here now is to write as much fic as I can possibly wring from myself, huh? :P Considering that faded_lace has already one-upped me by writing the first Western Mode fic in the whole world, I'm falling behind!

Thane and Ore no Graffiti came to see senshuuraku, too, btw :D If you missed it XD We had hoped to "run into" Thane during demachi, but alas our powers failed us and we waited in the wrong spot. We did, however, get to see the adorable Naoto (Todd) leave...and then come back again looking lost XD And Masashi and Taito left together but apparently I fail at recognizing Taito :P

Also, Tuti explained his reason for not posting pics when Kime+Nagayan+Kuranuki came to see opening night as follows: "I wanted to post a picture of Kimeru and Takashi who came to see opening night, but some stuff happened and I wasn't able to." Stuff? When everyone else and their brother happened to be able to, "stuff happened" and you couldn't? Hmmmmmmm...

Also also, this man has been on fire with hilarious happenings lately XD Like his photobombing Wasshi's pic or his description of Wasshi as "Wild on the outside, mild on the inside."

Damn time flies >_<; I wound up not doing ANYTHING all weekend except spending too much money on delivery food because I was too lazy to even go out to the conbini.

However, for all I was lazy outside the apartment, I actually wound up getting quite a bit done inside. I cleaned up a little (very little XD more organizing), did some laundry and got it hung up BEFORE it dried inside the washer, and sent off some of the 10 or so packages I've got piled up >_>

I hate finding out I've bought something for someone that I already HAD (for G_M I mean), or find something randomly nice and new and packed up...and cannot for the LIFE of me remember who ordered it. It fucking sucks :( Because then I have to worry about whose it is and wind up pissed at myself >_> SO SCATTERBRAINED.

Next weekend is the Sabadamikanda event with Tuti and watching Stanley's Witch with Paula and Rachel, after which Paula and I have to haul ass over to the other side of Tokyo for the T2 event (Tsujimoto and Takasaki...cause it's just easier to say T2 XD). We get some signed photosets and a 3-shot with the guys as goodies (...well, goodies that cost 3500yen on TOP of the 3000yen entrance fee >_>) so it will be tooooootally worth it. Was going to go splurge on a new outfit for this weekend...wound up not :/ I'm having something of an image crisis lately and really want to start caring more about how I look, which means WORKING on how I look, which means rather than relying on some new outfit to make me look better, actually going out and riding my bike and doing something to counteract having to sit on my ass in front of a computer 8 hours a day >_<; GANBARIMASU.

The rest of the month's going to be hectic, fandom-wise. I have translations to finish, FIC to finish (TxN anniversary event is NOT GETTING FURTHER AWAY ARGH), Anniversary Essays to finish (REPEAT. TXN ANNIVERSARY EVENT IS NOT GETTING FURTHER AWAY. ARGH.), and I feel like I need to do SOMETHING to capitalize on the revamping I just wrought upon tenimyu_slash to get people talking in that comm again. Honestly. 100 hot guys who love to be all over each other, and no one can post any fricking fic for them anymore?

Maybe I should just spam the comm with TxN fic since we're still active over on tutixnagayan 8D At least then we'd drive all the ShiroAi off the page 8DDDDD (not to mention the TakiEiji/Kime. WTF. It's not an unreasonable pairing, but it's so old and not supported at all anymore, and anyways the author's only writing it because of TezuFuji)

*sigh*

Ayakashi comes out next Tuesday, the 16th. FUCK YES. Everyone will finally get to see how fucking amazing Daiki was in his scriptwriting debut!

Gaku has said he has something important that will be on his blog tonight at 11:58 PM (WRY SO LATE? I HAVE WORK IN THE MORNING. BEING MY HUSBAND, YOU SHOULD KNOW THIS.) PleasebeadvanceticketsfortheOsamu-chanshow, pleasebeadvanceticketsfortheOsamu-chan show... *crosses fingers* It sucks that you have to be a member of the Ludovico FC to get ANY advance tickets for their shows (or at least for this one!). Sorry, Osamu-chan, I don't love you 3000yen right now :/

In other AWESOME NEWS, y/y for 5th cast GP hanging out SO FUCKING MUCH. I care not if it's subconscious fanservice, it makes me happy :D I haven't seen a GP hang around this much since FIRST CAST AFTER TENIMYU. Going to see shows together, going to play pool together (albeit with Momo's and Katsuo's actors too :D), and now getting haircuts together. WHAT.

Am disappointed we got no pics :( PICS OR IT DIDN'T HAPPEN, BOYS. (jk, like I could get over that)

I'm getting really excited about my dad coming, but am stumped on what to DO while he's here. He flies in on Friday the 1st, then the next day is TENIMYU! But I dunno what to do before we head to TeniMyu (curry?? XD). I have to take him to see Tenchou at some point, but first I need Tenchou to post when he's taking off for Golden Week _o_ We're going to Disney Land one of those days, too (hughes_maes, what does your GW look like? Any days to steer clear of?). Then of course there will probably be shopping, and sightseeing (HAHAHAHAHAHA I know pretty much no sightseeing places in Tokyo. Oops) and I will probably have to leave him alone for work a couple of days at the end ;_; Woe!

I've been toying with the idea of flying home later this summer for a week...and just not telling anyone til I walk in the door 8D Unfortunately, 1) this would require $$$ since my parents usually pay my planefare home, and I do not own a credit card; and 2) Fares are ridiculously expensive for the dates I was looking at (read: ~$2000). I'd love to surprise everyone that way, but god I cannot even save $20 a month let alone scrape together $2000 >_< Argh.

Really glad it's almost the weekend. Also really hungry. The two aren't related, just felt like saying so :D

And...random but are any of you people on tutixnagayan even planning on participating in the anniversary fic contest? :P Cause I got all of TWO responses to my quite elaborate and well-thought out post last week, which is kinda pathetic for a comm of 800+ people >_>; There are real PRIZES, and it's over 2 months away. Someone humor me :P