HIKKOSHI SHUURYOU~!
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fencer_xSo, I'm back now, mostly settled in. We got into Shreveport around 3ish, but I only just now got all my stuff inside, got wound down from the long drive, most of my stuff out, and got the computer set up.
I've been kinda skimming my flist so far (I haven't checked it since Friday morning, really), and saw KY's post...and it realy kind of hit home that I'm not going back. As I was packing, it was different, but seeing that empty room (I actually didn't see it, since everyone had finished packing while I was out) and how bare the apartment looks now, no sofa, no table, it feels really weird. I think I know some of how you felt,![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
nacchi_camui when you left. Except I lived here for 9 months ;_;
Living with a fellow fangirl, if you've never done it, is QUITE an experience, and pretty much entirely for the good. KY already talked a lot about it, but it's completely the truth--you can never imagine what it's like bein as passionate about something as we both are and having someone right there who's just as passionate about it as you are to share each and every moment with. Any time I went home and we only had Y!M to talk on was horrible, especially if something big happened. Phone conversations and Y!M messages did nothing to close the distance, really.
It's all the early mornings when one of us would come out all groggy only to be greeted by the other with a cheery Ohyahou~ and a, "DIDJA SEE WHAT TUTI (or Nagayan) POSTED?!?!?!", turning our apartment in Fangirl Central, startingtxn_central, waking up to two little eyes staaaaring at you over the bed because I didn't shut the door all the way and the cat wormed her way inside. It was as much about having a fellow fangirl there as having a good friend there, and while school may have been hell, I had a better year these last two semesters than I've ever had before, and I'm really really going to miss it. I've got all these books and doujinshi and DVDs I don't know what to do with. I can't start a shrine here, I don't have any reason to. I miss our shower already--it just won't be the same without Tuti and Nagayan and Eiji and Daiki and Wasshi and Kazuki and Shirota to stare at ;_; Our cat is no Lizzie, and I can't drag her around or play fetch or pull her up into my lap in a big purring blubbery mess.
It's all awkward around here, I don't feel like I belong. I want to be back at the apartment and I've only been here a couple of hours. I know I'll feel fine in a couple of days, even better when I have work to occupy myself with, when I'm busy preparing for Japan and all. But right now, I want to be back at #820 in College Station, Texas, sitting at my computer next to KY scrolling through our respective flists and fangirling about Tuti's new phone.
*sigh* Mitsuru cannot send ON and OFF fast enough ;_;
Speaking of which, TUTI. AND HIS NEW PHONE. Okay, I'll admit seeing his old phone? I was not too happy he was getting a new one, but hey--at least this one took nice pics~ *dances* AND WHAT NICE PICS. I feel like that's the best picture of the man we've gotten in a while XD Shiny forehead *___* And kasjhaklfjhsldfksdf is that a plaid vest he's wearing??? While I understand it's probably just part of his costume, STILL.
Of course now this just makes me wish I had someone here in person to fangirl with ;_; I'm so hopping on Y!M immediately after I post this.Which will be nowish.
More updates with pics from the move later~
I've been kinda skimming my flist so far (I haven't checked it since Friday morning, really), and saw KY's post...and it realy kind of hit home that I'm not going back. As I was packing, it was different, but seeing that empty room (I actually didn't see it, since everyone had finished packing while I was out) and how bare the apartment looks now, no sofa, no table, it feels really weird. I think I know some of how you felt,
nacchi_camui when you left. Except I lived here for 9 months ;_;Living with a fellow fangirl, if you've never done it, is QUITE an experience, and pretty much entirely for the good. KY already talked a lot about it, but it's completely the truth--you can never imagine what it's like bein as passionate about something as we both are and having someone right there who's just as passionate about it as you are to share each and every moment with. Any time I went home and we only had Y!M to talk on was horrible, especially if something big happened. Phone conversations and Y!M messages did nothing to close the distance, really.
It's all the early mornings when one of us would come out all groggy only to be greeted by the other with a cheery Ohyahou~ and a, "DIDJA SEE WHAT TUTI (or Nagayan) POSTED?!?!?!", turning our apartment in Fangirl Central, starting
txn_central, waking up to two little eyes staaaaring at you over the bed because I didn't shut the door all the way and the cat wormed her way inside. It was as much about having a fellow fangirl there as having a good friend there, and while school may have been hell, I had a better year these last two semesters than I've ever had before, and I'm really really going to miss it. I've got all these books and doujinshi and DVDs I don't know what to do with. I can't start a shrine here, I don't have any reason to. I miss our shower already--it just won't be the same without Tuti and Nagayan and Eiji and Daiki and Wasshi and Kazuki and Shirota to stare at ;_; Our cat is no Lizzie, and I can't drag her around or play fetch or pull her up into my lap in a big purring blubbery mess.It's all awkward around here, I don't feel like I belong. I want to be back at the apartment and I've only been here a couple of hours. I know I'll feel fine in a couple of days, even better when I have work to occupy myself with, when I'm busy preparing for Japan and all. But right now, I want to be back at #820 in College Station, Texas, sitting at my computer next to KY scrolling through our respective flists and fangirling about Tuti's new phone.
*sigh* Mitsuru cannot send ON and OFF fast enough ;_;
Speaking of which, TUTI. AND HIS NEW PHONE. Okay, I'll admit seeing his old phone? I was not too happy he was getting a new one, but hey--at least this one took nice pics~ *dances* AND WHAT NICE PICS. I feel like that's the best picture of the man we've gotten in a while XD Shiny forehead *___* And kasjhaklfjhsldfksdf is that a plaid vest he's wearing??? While I understand it's probably just part of his costume, STILL.
Of course now this just makes me wish I had someone here in person to fangirl with ;_; I'm so hopping on Y!M immediately after I post this.Which will be nowish.
More updates with pics from the move later~
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Date: 2007-05-12 11:49 pm (UTC)Ganbatte ♥ Stare at Tuti.
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Date: 2007-05-12 11:51 pm (UTC)And thanks to you, Lizzie finally emerged out from under my bed about 30 minutes ago and she has NOT SHUT UP. She's taken to laying underneath your old desk and keeps giving me this wibbly, BETRAYED look every time I try to coax her out or pet her or talk to her. Nice going :P
I'm totally going to be scrambling to find a job starting tomorrow so I'll have enough money for gas to drive out there in two weekends ♥
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Date: 2007-05-13 12:04 am (UTC)I lsdifskjfhslkjfhsdf love his new phone LOVE. HIS NEW. PHONE. YES it makes him look more Japanese through some feat of Japanese technology that makes me fear the Rising Sun all the more now, but it's so amazing. That facial closeup, his stubble lkdjhslfkjsdhlfsd
Lizzie's behavior is my last little present ♥
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Date: 2007-05-13 12:31 am (UTC)Mmm stubble *____*
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Date: 2007-05-13 02:08 am (UTC)That is just the best.. I want to live with a fangirl too T_T
Too bad that me & my ultimate fangirling mate are in different cities ;;_;;
I wish you the best!!! *hugs* Good luck, dear!! X3
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Date: 2007-05-14 12:32 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-05-16 02:37 pm (UTC)That being said, I wish my parents would really push through with their plans to migrate the whole family to the US.
Good luck with your post-grad life, dear! ^__________^